Good morning friend!
I feel really good! It’s been so nice not to be plugged in to social media.
I did put YouTube back on my phone because I wanted to see some video about Biden and Kamala Harris, but I wasn’t impressed! Ha! So I was a short lived YouTube experience.
Last night I stayed up until 12:00am - while everyone else in the house was up until 5:00am writing and recording music for our sitcom.
Yup, you read that right!
It all dropped in so quick and so fast last night while we were sitting outside on the patio. So many ideas, so much laughing.
Everyone is going to be playing a character except me. And I cannot tell you how GOOD that feels. It makes me want to cry.
Anytime things have come up to play a character or act or be something other than who I actually am, I can’t do it. I freeze. I don’t know what to say or how to be.
The fact that I’ll just be playing myself feels so fucking good.
There was a part of me that wanted to make myself wrong for not being able to act or pop into an energetic, but it’s literally not what I’m here to do.
It’s like my soul won’t even let me pretend for an hour to play a character.
So I feel really seen and understood that I just get to be me in this sitcom. I can’t describe how much it means to me. It makes me all teary eyed. It just means a lot.
In other news, this morning I had a call with a friend who wants to join the oil train. We got her all situated and had a good chat about life and all sorts of other things too!
It’s so funny how much this YL oil thing is just happening. They truly speak for themselves. There’s nothing I need to do, which is so my jam!
David and I are about to hop on a call with someone that started orbiting our work.
I love to actually connect with the people that resonate with everything we’re doing at The Second Paradigm.
We’re not going to sell her anything or try to get something out of her for our gain. It’s so not about like that. We just want to chat and get to know her more and see what’s here.
I will always be a stand for doing things my own way, even when it comes to acting, selling oils, sharing The Second Paradigm with people.
It feels really fucking good.
Life just feels really fucking good right now.