Hello there!

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I must admit, I feel a little strange creating a course on anger, rage, purification, truth speaking, and trusting yourself. Well, truth speaking and trusting yourself feel easy! The anger, rage, purification teaching certainly feels so much more confronting.

 

Since I'm one for stories, I'll share how this all started.

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On February 1, 2020 I was on a flight from Seattle to Mexico for a week long aerial yoga retreat. Yes, it was as amazing as you would imagine it to be. Top notch people, food, yoga, atmosphere, beaches, seaglass, swimming... everything! I was totally in my element!

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So, as one does... I got on the plane, put on a movie, and dosed in and out of sleep with my head bobbing all over the place. I was in an aisle seat, which I loath! But I didn't even think about picking my seats. I so much prefer a window seat, not only to see the world, literally! But to snuggle up against the window with my pillow and blanket! Isn't that the best?

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After my head was done bobbing... I woke up with this massive urge to write about the importance of anger. I wasn't sure if I was pulling from a collective feed, my own, someone else's journal entry or what. I wasn't giving it too much thought, I just knew I needed to write and get it all out. I'll share my journal entry with you down below.

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As soon as we landed in Mexico I was swept into my love for that country and the people. I feel most at home in my body in Mexico. I always have. It's just so nourishing!

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After more travel... a van and then a boat... we finally got to the retreat center. I thought about the pages and pages of this course that came through and I didn't feel any connection to anger, frustration, purification... nothing... I even flipped through my journal that night to see if what I wrote even made sense with fresh yet tired eyes.

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Nope, it didn't resonate at all!

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I thought "oh, huh... must not have been for me... must have been for someone else on the plane to teach. I hope they got the memo! Good thing it's not for me to do!" ((phew))

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Yes, I literally thought this! There are pieces of me that still doubt it and think that this is probably best suited for someone else.

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Then of course as it turns out, I was sitting pool side with this one woman chatting about life. One of the first things she talked about was the importance of anger! I was like FUCK... you've got to be kidding me? Was she on my same plane? She must have been... our feeds must have gotten crossed... yup... for sure... I wonder what she does... she's probably meant to teach this course... right? Does she teach courses? Does she want to? 🤔

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I didn't tell her what came through on the plane for me... I just sat with the discomfort and sorta ignored the very obvious sign from the Universe. I'm sure you know what happens when you ignore signs from the Universe, they just come back around and continue to get more clear and more persistent. #moreannoying is what I call them.

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That persistence is what had me up at 4:00am writing all of this for you from Denver, CO.

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I'm going to share my entire journal entry with you. If I scanned the pages they would be illegible, so I'll transcribe! 😂 My writing is so messy, especially when it's coming through all fiery and hot!

 

*David's always asking me if it's a "s" or a "g"... and I say oh, that's an "e"! 😂 So yes, I'll transcribe!